This episode is where we start to put some lemon juice and heat on our parchment.
The start of revealing what we can use to make our maps to begin our path to stronger footing.
Within we get into:
Whether ancient religions, Hermeticism, Kabbalah, Egyptian cosmology, UFO encounters, the Watchers, and modern NHI phenomena might all be describing the SAME, or similarly resonant, underlying structure… using different language.
Egyptian theology Hermetic philosophy Kabbalah The Book of Enoch Sumerian mythology UFO / abduction research and modern contact phenomena The Hermetic Structure of Reality
The episode breaks down the ancient Hermetic principle: “As above, so below.” The idea that reality is: layered interpenetrating consciousness-based and structured through correspondence and vibration We explore the Kabbalistic Tree of Life not simply as abstract symbolism but perhaps as a possible diagram of how consciousness interfaces with reality itself.
We hit on the tree of life Metatron / Enoch The Qliphoth (“shadow tree”) and distorted spiritual reflections of legitimate forces We explore Jacques Vallée’s idea that angels, demons, fairies, djinn, and UFO entities may all be manifestations of the SAME phenomenon appearing through different cultural filters. Meaning that quite possibly ancient “Watchers” medieval fairies modern greys might be different masks worn by the same intelligence system.
Maybe.
The core of the conflict could be: Integration vs fragmentation Awareness vs vacancy Discernment vs manipulation.
All this and more in Episode 4 of our Explorations.
we step into some more ancient territory—Egyptian cosmology, angelic hierarchies, the Watchers, and the modern NHI conversation—and start asking the question:
👉 Are these all describing the same underlying system?
We explore the Egyptian goddess Hathor not just as a deity, but as something far more interesting:
A mechanism… a principle… a living interface between the divine and the material world.
What We Get Into:
Hathor as the Eye of Ra — a force that can create or destroy
Why Hathor and Sekhmet are the same force in different states
The idea that divine energy flows into the world… and is meant to return
What happens when that return cycle gets interrupted
And how that might relate to:
The Watchers (Book of Enoch)
The Nine
Modern ideas around NHI (Non-Human Intelligence)
This episode explores a particularly interesting question:
Can the same energy system, this baked in technology, that creates and operates through love, connection, beauty, and inspiration
Can also become possession, obsession, and distortion
Can this also be hijacked?
Across multiple traditions—Egyptian, Kabbalistic, Christian, Hermetic—we see the same pattern:
These entities don’t need power… they need access.
And access comes through:
Vacancy
Passivity
Loss of awareness
Instead of “opening up”… Could the path forward look like:
More awareness, not less
Presence over trance
Discernment over blind acceptance
Connection over isolation
Embodiment over dissociation
Some Key concepts explored:
Hathor as a cosmic interface principle
Sekhmet as uncontrolled divine force
The Watchers and their descent through desire and boundary crossing
The idea that “fallen” entities may be misaligned expressions of something real
Why channeling vs prophecy might not be the same thing
The role of Raphael as a protective and healing intelligence
And why the real battle might be about consciousness, not space
A long and fascinating conversation that spans The book of Tobit, Fallen Angels and the Question of what, if anything to believe. I went deep with Claude and came back with some fascinating findings. We explore whether or not the Fallen fell for us, or fell for their own agendas. What we as human beings in the middle of it all can do. Discernment, discovery, Hathor (in later episodes) and more. Join me.
This first episode goes deep into The book of Tobit, Archangel Raphael and Asmodeus, the gnostic perspective, sigils, magick squares and more.
This episode we wade into the waters of potential time wars being waged and an explanation for the disappearing scientists via an Amy Eskridge email and related documents from a Post on X via doomerdaddy.
We read through it and I provide my dissenting perspective.
Then there is this Puharich Push.
Soon as we hit the apex of the missing scientists story it all fizzles out.
The next hot topic seems to be the Nine being channeled with certain individuals of the elite class via Andrija Puharich’s work.
Everybody with a podcast is talking about…including me now.
However I wanted to bring attention to some certain strange inconsistencies and connections with related information.
*all pictures here were drawn by Betty Andreasson Luca and are from The Watchers books
The Watchers books written by Raymond Fowler have stuck with me for a long time. Betty Andreasson Luca and her family have gone through a multi decade contact/abduction experience that runs the gamut. It’s well worth a read due to the full spectrum of experience and exposure to the phenomenon in all its weirdness, grizzliness, cryptic symbolism and mystery.
From fantastical forest lands to massive ship layouts, to fetus removal, to what looks like a magickal ritual, to being taken on a trip to see light and dark forces fighting over someone near death. It goes there and then it goes further.
Within the first 30 pages of The Watchers, the reader is taken through a graphic account where Betty is conscripted to help calm a woman that is having a fetus removed on a ship.
She’s shown the whole process. The fetus is taken out, it’s put into a tube with liquid, there are needles involved it’s not a happy or pleasant experience.
Eventually it seems like, to me at least, the fetus is grown into a Gray.
That’s not what she’s told however.
From page 25 of the Watchers Betty asks they grays running this operation “Why do you have to do such a terrible thing?”
the response she’s given is “We have to because as time goes by, mankind will become sterile. They will not be able to produce.”
As stated above, it seems to me that what she is shown is a process of growing/shaping a fetus into a gray. There is nothing happening in the described experience that looks like its preserving any kind of humanness.
To further the mystery and strangeness of the grays, a section in the Watchers II has recently bubbled back up in my mind which inspired me to put all this down. The grays need maintenance. Like Biorobots.
Betty is shown by the tall blond humanoid beings that because the grays (watchers is what the tall blonds call them which yeah, rings that bell from the Book of Enoch) don’t have eyelids. Their lidlessness has them seeing everything. Because of bright light exposure on their outings, their eyes get burned out and need to be replaced.
So Betty is walked through a kind of lab where these tall blonds are nonchalantly showing her that some animals are grown, specifically for their eyeballs, are harvested and then used as replacements for the gray eyeballs once they no longer function.
Here is an excerpt from Watchers II pages 100-102 where Betty is recounting this experience during a hypnotic regression session:
Betty: They’re red and they…look like small bodies with…thin limbs and four fingers with…nodules…They’re just hanging there, and they got two stalks by the neck, and they got big eyes! They’re in tubes. They’re in glass things…Ah there’s one…that’s got its head bowed, and it has no eyes …It’s all shrunken-like and just a little tiny, tiny thing that, a little ball is there. Another…tall man is coming in with white hair, but it isn’t like white hair. It looks pink in this [red]light. And there’s something in his hand, and the other one tells me to come closer and to go on over by one of those red creatures inside those glass things, and they’re opening up the top of that glass thing. [pause] And…that red creature has its eyes upward. And that tall being thats going over and and he’s taking out the eye, the black ball-eyeball- I guess, from that red thing., red creature, and there’s all little things on the bottom of it.
Fred: Bottom of what?
Betty: That black ball, the eyeball of that red thing. It doesn’t seem to hurt that red thing. He’s setting it seaside…on a table and a sort of a round type plate. [pause] Now he’s taking the other one out. Uh-h! And he’s setting it on the [round type plate]. Oh…it comes out so easy [pause] oh boy!
Fred: Does that mean these red things can’t see now?
Betty: I don’t know, but they don’t have any eyes–that one doesn’t have any eyeballs, but that other one over there with its head bowed…its got a little tiny…black ball and it’s just a little tiny…thing that comes out and has a little ball on the end of it. Then there’s some more of them over there…thats just inside the tube and –
Fred: Are they going to get new eyes?
Betty: I don’t know….They’re just removing them, and I’m just watching. They said they’re going to show me. And now…theyre putting the top back on [the glasslike tube that contains one of the red creatures]. And there seems to be some kind of steam or…gas or something filling up inside the one, inside…that glass thing there where they took…the two eyeballs out of that red thing. And it’s just getting…very filled with…a smoke or reddish-colored steam…Oh, they’re telling me that…Im not to fear because it will grow back another eyeball…Evidentlky, that’s what that one over there is doing [figure 20]
Fred: Growing eyes?
Betty: Growing eyeballs. Yeah. And, they’re saying that they use these for when the natural eyeballs go. They implant these because they control through them.
They’re telling me they have to do this because sometimes the natural eyes of the Watchers (What Betty was told earlier the grays are called. My clarification)
Become burned from being in too much light and open all the time, so they have to replace them.
Fred: They become what, please? Too much light?
Betty: They become burned out.
Fred: Oh, I see.
Betty: They’re open all the time and view everything and so the light is too bright at times, so they have these biobics done to them.
No big deal, they grow new ones…Waving at this one, well it’s probs not gonna see you do that…seeing as we just took its eyes…super cool of you though
In many interviews I have heard or read about how these grays seem like they are biological robots. Either utilizing fetuses taken out of pregnant women as described in graphic detail in the first book, or grown and maintained. To be used as grunt workers and intermediaries during abductions/contacts.
The processes described in these two books leans heavy on the side of the scale that says biorobot.
Why was Betty shown this process in vivid detail yet told it was all because humanity will become sterile?
Shown the truth but told a lie?
For me this hits right in the center of how we are not being told the truth of the situation.
If humanity really was going sterile and they had ways to honestly help, we could talk it out and absolutely figure a way to keep us going in a more natural, human centric, joyful way. You know funtimes sexytimes.
Last I checked that drive is still kickin.
So the jump to
‘we’ll just take you against your will and take care of this whole “keepin humanity goin situation” for you in an incredibly inhuman way, don’t worry about it’
doesn’t stick for me.
I don’t think they are doing it for our benefit.
I think they are lying.
I’ll wrap up by simply stating we have every reason to ask questions, be cautious, pay attention and gird ourselves with knowledge and conversation.
I think cultivating a foundational space within each and every one of us where we can reliably ask ourselves:
“wait, hold up, what?”
to ensure we can come to our own conclusions and not be fed a story that serves only whomever is telling us the tale, will put us on a much stronger path individually and as a species.
I think there’s going to be an increasing opportunity to make use of that space within ourselves.
Let’s get familiar with it and deck it out with comfy big bean bag chairs. That way we can feel comfortable in our questioning. We can recline and take our time making up our own minds.
Jordan Crowder is continuously delivering effective ways to recalibrate and build momentum in the direction you want your life to go.
This Sunday morning I rolled out of bed after enjoying a Templeton style Saturday. (A Templeton day is a way of engaging, or not engaging in the day, based on the Rat character from Charlotte’s Web).
I was eating for pleasure and puttering through personal interests while watching the Count of Monte Cristo and then Return of the King.
Generally relaxing, eating and NOT leaning into stuff I could be doing to build upon the goals I’ve set for myself.
I did laundry. That’s productive.
Nothin wrong with a Templeton day.
But one day informs the next. Waking up on Sunday morning I could feel the drag of ‘the doing’ I needed and wanted to get done. I also felt the day-less amount of time before being thrust back into the wheel of the work Week.
In comes a post on X by Jordan Crowder. Boom. The match of motivation is struck.
Instead of asking yourself ‘what could go wrong?’
Ask ‘what could go RIGHT?’
This simple mindset shift has a HUGE effect on how you’ll see the world and opportunities!
Take it a step further and write down all the things in your life that are going a positive direction.
In this episode, pulled from a live stream I did at the end of 2025, we get into
-A Robert Monroe story about astral cats
-The PK Mans highly documented accounts using his telepathic and psychokinetic abilities
to influence professional sporting events. Usually pointed at a particular team to do… not so good.
Pulling from Jeffrey Mishlove’s book The PK Man.
Exciting times. More content exploring what we can access that’s already in us. Living more in line what all that we are and shaping the world around us together, moment by moment, to get better and better now.
No doubt it’ll be a bumpy ride. I’m here for it and I’m happy you’re here with.
They were discussing the make up of reality, evidence for our thoughts affecting our lived experience among lots more solid stuff.
What came along and inspired this video was a psi/intuition training technique, or more precisely put, a subconscious to conscious awareness aperture expanding technique, just casually dropped during the episode.
It pairs perfectly with the natural question that arises from the previous episode. “ok sure intuition is good and we should use it more. How?”
Here is one strong answer. Hope you enjoy!
and after employing this Ambiance technique, you feel the tingles of strengthening and expanding awareness, assisting you in wonderful and surprising ways.
Massive thank you and shout out to @THIRDEYEDROPS for all the fantastic work you do.
Synchronicities help push me to make a decision one way or the other.
One prompted me to put up this video on Intuition, and how the main stream business world is prompting its cultivation, just as Ingo Swann did starting in the 70s.
Thanks to the Estate of Ingo Swann as a consistent source of strong inspiration @EstateIngoSwann on X
The idea of our guardian angels, our guides and daimons, as the ancient Greeks knew them, is ever present throughout the epic story of human beings attempting to answer the question: wtf is going on?
Great set of content and cool channel overall. Definitely check it out.
I was inspired to kick off the new year with this mental framework discussion of getting to know your Daimon and how that theme seems to follow us all the way back to ancient times.
It seems to be an effective mind frame for expanding awareness, strengthening/attuning our receiving of communication from non physical sources, and living a life of purpose.
The common themes appearing throughout human history, religion, mythology and magical practice leads me to consider this has some worth in looking into.
Included is the spreadsheet I had chatgpt whip up that shows all the overlap.